Saturday 8th August cont…

5pm

Not sure I’m very good at this relaxing lark…couldn’t keep still laying by the pool, and neither book, ipod or spanish textbook was entertaining me enough. There were also nine million flies which were driving me insane!Went for a swim and am now drinking coffee, finding it hard to switch off, could do with a glass of wine. Had a few moments this afternoon when I felt a little down that I didn’t have anyone here to share the moment with and celebrate my little success but then all the messages from home filtered through and I felt a bit better. I think I might be just tired.

8pm

Had an unbelievable massage and am feeling very chilled. It was a toss up between the massage and the chicken and I opted for the massage, then when I came down from the therapy room the gym/spa staff told me it was on the house to say congratulations! Such a nice gesture from them, I nearly cried…what an earth have I done for all these good things to be happening to me and for everyone to be so lovely? Now I can order the chicken!

10.15pm

Its finally just hit me, everything has caught up with me and I am tired now. Really tired, mentally more than anything. My work is done and its been a good day and a good week, but I’m only halfway…..